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    March 31

    我懷念的 是無話不說;我懷念的 是一起作夢

    昨天晚上,半个ACC,全是疯狂的黄色人种。
    七点半,我坐在104区29排1号位上,静静地等待着。
    与周围的火热气氛形成对比的,是拿出相机后,发现电池格闪烁的沮丧。
     
    但音乐响起的时刻,沉重的bass,交杂着drum的震动,摇晃着我的身体。
    我开始变得兴奋。我确信那一刻没有骗自己,我是真的兴奋。兴奋地舞动着双手,兴奋地踩着拍子,兴奋地与两个座位外一个超级女粉丝一起尖叫。如此畅快淋漓。
    如同乡下人一般,第一次感受live的魅力,我有几分忘乎所以。
    原来陶喆如此收女生的喜爱,这让我觉得不解。不过看着舞台两侧屏幕中被无限放大的那张脸,我确实发现,对于一个已经过了偶像年纪的歌手,他的音质,才重新让人着迷。
    三个多小时后,全场大合唱,舞台灯光暗下,众人离场。
     
    这是在多伦多独身一人最快乐的一个晚上,却也是独身一人最寥落的一个夜晚。
    别人告诉我,我三个小时的兴奋,仅仅是落差造成的心理错觉,何苦骗自己,如果并不真心快乐。
    晚上在床上,我居然真的开始回想一切,试图理出个所以然来。
    有那么一瞬间,我想从头来过。
    这种想法,我马上扑灭了。
     
    我很好。
    March 18

    祝我生日快乐。

    多谢,19年来的眷顾。
     
    如今,20岁的我,需要独自撑起一切了。
     
    如果还有的选择,我依然希望,20年前的那个夜晚,还是我,兴奋地第一次张望这个世界。
     
    愿一切不如意,都能成为过后美好的回忆。是的,我异常珍惜青春,如同珍惜蛋糕碟中最后那一抹栗子蓉。
     
    再次谢谢,鞠躬。
    March 13

    倒计时 -5-

    大家都在倒计时,感觉上若十年前的我们,是如此兴奋地一个挨着一个,坠落人间。
     
    周五晚上去Rogers Centre,看了来这里的第一场演出:Disney On Ice。全场的儿童令我感到一阵局促。两个小时的冰上演出,我重新经历了一遍儿时翡翠台的最爱。此刻惊讶的是,脑海中依然清晰地记得,每个星期六早上9点之后的迪士尼奇幻世界。
    尽管disney塑造了无数经典的形象,但当旁白中介绍米奇的出场时,全场轰动。
    我悄悄地问自己,为什么我们总会不自觉地对micky倾注更多的爱时,我发现自己居然无法辨明。
    所以说,总有些人,生来被人所眷顾。
     
    然后冒着这个礼拜一midterm+ 一quiz+ 一test的重大压力下,看完了秒速5cm的先行放送版。再次印证了自己是无品味之人,因为,我感动得一蹋糊涂。故事情节依然简单,这已经成了当下电影的通病。但却不妨碍新海诚用细腻的笔韵来勾勒两人之间的感情,异常真实。
    人和人的感情,原来真是不会因为距离而改变的。
    那终究是童话。
     
    其实你很幸福,被挂念着。
     
    我坚定了一下,这次,不是童话了。
     
    祝你们生日快乐。
    March 03

    青春祭

    Factiva

    Dow Jones


    News
    China shakes stock market; Wave of selling starting in Shanghai sweeps across globe as prices plummet
    James Daw
    Toronto Star With files from the Star's wire services
    827 words
    28 February 2007
    The Toronto Star
    MET
    A01
    English
    Copyright (c) 2007 The Toronto Star

    Every major stock market, and nearly every stock, suddenly got cheaper yesterday. And, like the price chopping on so many store shelves, it all started in China.

    A wave of selling swept over world markets, spreading from China across Europe to North and South America and wiping $46 billion from the value of the main Toronto market index.

    In the United States, where $737 billion in stock market value vanished, it was the biggest sell-off since Sept. 11, 2001.

    The selling continued this morning across much of Asia amid jitters about a sell-off in China's stock market and a worries about a slowdown in the Chinese and U.S. economies.

    Shares in Tokyo, Hong Kong, Singapore, Malaysia, Australia, New Zealand, the Philippines and Indonesia all fell more than 3 per cent in morning trading.

    In China, stocks modestly recovered from their 9 per cent plunge yesterday, the biggest drop in a decade. The Shanghai Composite Index was up 1.2 percent to 2,804.28.

    No one could point to a single trigger, but possible reasons ranged from a rumoured move by the Chinese government to impose a capital gains tax on stocks, to comments by former Federal Reserve Board chair Alan Greenspan, speaking in Hong Kong, that the U.S. could slip into recession later this year, to simple profit taking.

    Yesterday, the Shanghai market fell 8.8 per cent just a day after hitting a record high. Markets in Europe and North America fell roughly 3 per cent, and Mexico and Brazil 6 per cent.

    Certainly, rapid growth in China has played a big part in pushing up prices for energy and metals, while keeping a damper on wages, consumer goods and interest rates. It has become a bellwether for optimism.

    Yet the shock waves set off when too many of China's speculators decided to take profits came as a surprise, said Martin Hubbes, chief investment officer at AGF Funds Inc.

    "Most managers were not surprised by the sharp pullback in the Chinese market," he said. "What surprised us was the extent it took the rest of the markets with it."

    Markets around the world have been riding high on the wings of rising profits and growing economies, but there have been signs of a slowdown in the important U.S. economy.

    Jim Rogers, a veteran hedge fund manager who co-founded the Quantum fund with George Soros in the 1970s, said the plunge in China may have exposed the fact that problems are developing. "When you have major stock declines, they always start in the marginal countries, sectors and companies."  /我好生纳闷,这在暗讽我们是marginal countries吗?劲搞笑/

    Every stock in Toronto's S&P/TSX composite index finished the day lower, with mining stocks down nearly 5 per cent as a group and the market as a whole down 2.72 per cent.

    Economist Ted Carmichael at JP Morgan Chase Canada said, "you had a number of factors that were probably each and of themselves not enough to trigger a big sell-off."

    Some Chinese investors were reacting to a rumour - denied today by the Chinese finance ministry - that the government plans to impose a 20 per cent tax on capital gains. Chinese share prices have doubled in the past year, providing huge potential capital gains.

    Other investors may have picked up on a comment from Greenspan that a recession in the U.S. is "possible" this year after five years of economic expansion, although Carmichael said it was clear Greenspan was not actually predicting one.

    "The most important reason for today's decline was pressure for profit-taking," said Peng Yunliang, a senior analyst at Shanghai Securities. "People viewed 3,000 (points for the Shanghai composite index) as a psychological benchmark. It's understandable they might want to pull back after the market hit that peak."

    The Shanghai market had one-day drops of 4.9 per cent and 3.7 per cent in January before surging to a record high of 3,040.6 points on Monday.

    Also hurting North American markets were economic reports of a larger-than-expected drop in U.S. shipments of manufactured goods, a decline in resale housing prices and problems in the mortgage market.

    Things looked like they had turned from bad to worse about 3 p.m. when the Dow Jones industrial average plunged about 200 points in a matter of seconds, taking it down 546 points.

    It turned out that computers at Dow Jones & Co. were not properly calculating trades during a period with a record volume of trading so the company switched to its backup system.

    The Dow recovered, yet closed down 415 points (3.29 per cent).

    With files from the Star's wire services

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    我记得告诉我爸那天的报纸有讲国内股市大跌的消息时,他的第一句话是,看,别人主流报纸都有关注我们了,看来“中国力量”越来越具影响了。我听完后,赶紧把原本要讲的话咽了下去。因为他不知道,China这个字眼,在这份报纸上从来都是跟不好的东西挂在一起的。

    文章的字里行间透露出来的,总是那种对我们国家的妖魔化。姑且不论逢涉及中国政策之处必讨论一番当地如何惨不忍睹的人权状况,然后再描述一下加拿大国籍的华裔在国内含冤的处境,让人读了以后,不禁大发感慨,那个国家看来除了经济惊人以外,人们过得那叫一个非人的生活。印象颇深的是,初住下宿舍的几天内,周围人总会小心翼翼地打听,你在那个国家居然如此健全的活过来了,很不容易吧,生活得很没自由吧。这让我颇不自在,我不明白为什么这边的人把所有的对中国的美好之寄托在香港那个小岛上,一说内地,他们就神色一惊,假意地关心一番,然后赶紧转话题。

    我非圣人,并没有何等雄心壮阔民族声望。只是,当你知道,其他肤色的人,对于中国一切的向往和热切仅仅是它那突飞猛进的经济势头,是业已作古的博大文化,而根本无意知道今天的我们活得跟他们一模一样时,你是悲哀的。原来我们一切的努力,只是告诉别人:人民币强大了,而中国没有。我不知道还要等多少年,才能如同英国把自己强盗的身份从世人的脑海中抹去一样,中国不再是妖魔化的对象,而能成为别人口里一个同样哺乳着先进文化的国家。

    这种愤然,也许也就只有我这些还没为生计奔波的人才能说得出口的。若干年后的我,必然是一个终日盘算着如何在异国挣大钱,而管它中国名声的俗人。

    我知道,我们都会长大的。